Bayreuth
19.01.2022 - 11:30 Uhr
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Geboren im falschen Körper: Adrians Transformation zum Mann

Adrian Gräbner aus Bayreuth hat es geschafft. Nach vielen Jahren im falschen Körper lebt er jetzt als Mann. Doch bis dahin war es ein langer Weg. Die Entscheidung, gegen sein angeborenes Geschlecht war die beste seines Lebens, erzählt er.

Adrian Gräbner redet im Podcast-Studio von Oberpfalz-Medien über sein Lebens als (Trans-)Mann. Die Moderatorinnen sind Wiebke Elges und Celina Rieß.

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